Otherside

sleep

Talk to myself again, all alone, on my own
Walk by the scene again, just to see what people see
Caught in your stubborn hold, I'm so far from home

So turn the lights on, keep the lights on
Turn the lights on for me
Don't go to sleep

Lost in your thoughts again, consciously you think of me
Focus on your perfect words, with a pen you write me in
I can't be reached so far from here, I need you near

So turn the lights on, keep the lights on
Turn the lights on for me
Don't go to sleep

Courage

Speaking of courage, I don't have any. I am scared of everything.
I'm scared that I will get lost in the ocean.
I'm scared of open water.
I'm scared of spiders.
I'm scared of cliffs.
I'm scared that I will go blind.
I'm scared of screaming.
I'm scared of loosing.
I'm scared of winning.
I'm scared of myself.
I'm scared of everyone else.
I'm scared that no matter how hard I try, I will never be noticed.
I'm scared that one day I will come home, and my family will be dead.
I'm scared that one night I will be taken from my bed.
I'm scared of strangers.
I'm scared that I will never be remembered.
I'm scared that everyone will remember me, for all the wrong reasons.
I'm scared that I will never reach my goals.
I'm scared that I will have to live on the streets.
I'm scared of becoming paralyzed.
I'm scared of death.
Hell, I'm scared of life.
Don't ask me about courage, because I don't have any.